NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... First Solo Long Holiday Trip

Actually had been wanting to make a holiday trip to Seoul since early this year..

but there's no reason or excuse that i can give myself to make it possible until...

yes, news of Young Saeng being casted in the musical "The Three Musketeers" (삼총사) came out.
Once i heard of this news, i'm determined to make this trip happen^^

YS is casted as D'artagnan, a young man who leaves home to travel to Paris to join the Musketeers of the Guard.

Before this, i had totally no knowledge or rather interest in this story.. haha
but in order to know at least what this story is about, i went to watch the movie of this story which happened to be screening in early Nov in Singapore.
Thanks to Cin who accompanied me to watch the movie^^
True enough, the movie does makes the story of The Three Musketeers grew a liking in my heart^^
The musical itself is great too! The storyline, the actors & actresses, the live orchestra, everything! just makes the musical a great enjoyment to watched.
i've watched 7 shows and each shows still gives me the flutters in my stomach when i watch them~ totally not biased!

Gotta say that this trip isn't just for YS, i would rather say that its for myself
yes, an excuse for me to "run away" from both work and home for a period of time
a reflection time for me to be precise^^

had been stressful recently due to work
even felt stressed up at home for reasons which i don't know why too
therefore had been determined to make this trip as slow paced & stress free as possible

and here i came to Seoul with my packed luggage in search for my soul~ lol

as i'm pretty tied up in work before i fly, yes, no itinerary had been drawn up for this trip
yes, none~! haha!

therefore for this trip, every journey are done randomly
i will just decide where to go everyday when i wake up~ lol

however, i would say that this is a fruitful trip for me
i've been to the COEX Aquarium (which i had failed to visit in the last trip), the Namsan hangok, the Namsan tower, the hangang river, Apgujung, Hongik (for coffee prince, flea market & kitty cafe), Ewha, DDM, NDM, Itaewon (in search for a famous crepe cafe), JJB & etc
not to forget & of course to Gyeonggi-do for YS's musical at the Seongnam Arts Center

i will never forget the ride on the subway to Imae! will never forget! lol

below are some of the pics taken in this trip~ just some random pics taken from my camera
strange enough, most of the pics i had taken are using my hp! lol
but i'm lazy to transfer them to my lappy =p

yes, finally i'm into the COEX Aquarium!^^

they have a 哈哈镜 in there~lol

it's X'mas even in the aquarium!

i see otters!!

me! under the sea!

had wanted to get myself a big otter soft toy

but sadly the aquarium store does not have it! *pout*

got these as souvenirs instead >.<

at a cafe at the subway station

at Namsan on an evening~

X'mas mood already!

at another cafe nearby the guesthouse~

nice atmosphere~ i like

spend some time "talking" to myself here ^.^

had always like the vibrant colours of the plants

along the roadside in Seoul

one more~

2nd trip up to Namsan in search for my churros~

Namsan Tower ~ daytime

the path towards the bus stops at Namsan

which i had never walked before during

my past trips up the mountain~

nice scenery

到此一游~ hehe

last pic of the tower~

Finishing my trip with the musical which accompanied me throughout the holiday~

I had watched all the shows put up by YS during my trip with 1st show on 15th November and the last show on 29th November~

i'm thankful that i had this chance to watch this musical

through this musical, i've seen the passion all the musical casts had put in for the show

no matter if they are the lead casts or the ensemble casts, everyone put in their atmost effort for the performance

and from there, i noticed, yes, that is the passion i am lacking now

no matter is in my work or simply my life~

this, is like an alarm rang to me, yes, i need to find the passion which i used to have back

and, i believe i will ^^

& this trip had also made my life completed, for now~

as i had seen the 5 boys with my own eyes with Kyu Jong's visit to the musical on YS's first show on 15th Nov~ it seems like a sign to me at that moment~~

that's said, eventhough this is a slow & relaxing trip,

this is actually a discovery & fulfilling trip for me which i am grateful for~

i need to thank many people who makes my trip possible actually

my parents, for their understanding (they can see the stress i'm having recently actually)

my sister, for her forever being so supportive to me eventhough she might see things differently as how i see it

my boss, for granting my long leave

my colleagues, for covering my work while i'm away

my friends, for your care and concern over my solo holiday

to the above, 谢谢你们接受我任性的决定 ^0^

last but not least, to myself, for making this trip possible even at the hardest moment i'm going through~ *pat self on the back*

shall end this entry with the pics of YS taken during the curtain call on 29th November 2011~

my otter~1

my otter~2

my otter~3

my otter~4

my otter~5

my otter~6

my otter~7

my otter~8

my otter~9

my otter~10

my otter~11

my otter~12

MY YOUNG SAENG *LOVES*

It's almost 9am now in Seoul and i should be leaving the guesthouse in another 1.5hrs time~

it's been raining since last nite and yup, i didn't sleep a wink~

was thinking if i should leave an entry for this trip initially, but since i had decided to stay up for the night, i think i should and i'm glad that i did^^

frankly i can't bear to leave this place but i got to buck up and get back to life

there are things that is waiting for me to accomplish and i should always believe that 明天会更好

not sure if i will be coming back to Seoul again in the near future

probably not, as i think i would like to move on and holiday in other countries first if there's a chance

i think Seoul is already missing me~

why? the rain tells it all~~ tata Seoul~ for now ^^

*I LOVE OTTER* ^___^ *waves*

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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... 最初的美好

人 有了名利 就会变的贪心

时间一久 就会忘记当时那最初的快乐

人 还是简单点儿 单纯点儿 好

不是吗？

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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... 狮子或猫米

最近的我真的对什么事都提不起劲儿

就连一向上了网，

有一堆能做的事儿，

能看的东西，

我都感到没趣儿

为什么呢

是身心累了

还是我太懒惰了呢

我想···

或许是生活太过安逸了

那只住在我心里的狮子感觉不到了任何的激情

现在那只狮子已经变成瞌睡的猫米了···

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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... My Style~~^^

G.A: The essence of style is a simple way of saying something complex

this is... My Style ~~^^



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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... Restaurant reviews and others

have been busy with i also don't know what recently that i realised i have not been doing restaurant reviews for quite a while
this is despite the fact that i had been eating and eating soooooo frequently -_-

anyway, might do one or so soon if i have the time later in the month

just for record, Sept is gonna be a fun and enjoyable month for me ^^
will be going to JB, Batam and KL soon

though these are nearby places but i'm still so glad that i can have some breaks away from work

work had been piling me up recently
i don't feel good but 人就是泛贱，为了钱，也只好咬着牙的给它撑过去
there are too frequent a time recently that i felt that i might break down anytime in office
all the pressure within is jinjja stressing me out
i need some breakthrough

Opportunity is what i am seeking now
Change of line at my age is seriously risky and not easy
giving it 3 more months, if that side is still hesitating on engaging foreigners, then i will give up the idea of pursuing an career there

the longer it takes them to decide, the lesser the strength i have in myself to start afresh there
艰难的那步 一直在刚要踏出的那一刻收回 只会让我越来越没信心 嗨~~


oh, the other day when i took a cab, the cabby uncle said something to me that gave me a big fright and i'm still bothered by it now
“你有空记得要去教堂走走”x don't 3 or 4 times
“因为耶稣要来了”

wao lao! creeps me up!
what does this means?
so scary can!!! >.<

please, all bad stuffs stay away from me ok!!!


eh.. don't know what to continue
shall end here. ..1..



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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... 我 ^__^

有时候，我会突然不自信

有时候，我也会超自信

有时候，我会拿不出勇气

有时候，我也会比谁都勇敢

有时候，我会很随波逐流

有时候，我也会很任性

我会为小小的事掉眼泪

我也会为小小的事兴奋得睡不着

一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好

一直以来，我都不拿自己和别人比较

一直以来，我的敌人只有我自己

我承认，我不完美，但是我很真

因为我就是我 ^__^

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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... 生活哲理 - 生命中~~

生命中
不断的有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了

生命中
不断的有得到和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
遗忘的，记住了

然而
看不见的
是不是就等于不存在
那记住的
是不是永远不会消失

生命中~~~



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NHJ 황혜군's thoughts... Never believe me

yes, never believe me if i say i will come back to you later

i might never will

lol

Ramblings ~ CAROLLISM ~

WARNING! This gonna be a longggggg post that consist of my ramblings...

Ready? here we go...

What is the first question / sentence would you ask / say to someone who you have just met for the first time in order to know them more?

Their name? Their age? Their occupation?

or you would just simply introduce yourself?

Just yesterday, someone who i have met for the very first time in my life asked me a question which i believe no one would expected to hear of (or at least for the first time they met lah)...

What's that question?
And what's my answer?
Interested to know? heehee... ^.^

Person A: Hey, what's your religion?
Carollalala: Carollism ~ yes, my religion exclusive to me and me only ^.^

How arrogant you might think i am. And I think LIKEWISE.
Remember this - I'm a Lion and i ROARRRRRR! ^.^
erm... or just to say, i'm a straightforward person who speaks exactly what i think considering that it won't hurt or harm the listener. Arasseo?

And it's like come on, i mean this is our life and we are the one living it.

Aren't we suppose to believe in ourselves?
Why would you want to follow whatever others said and live in their shadows throughout your life?

You are not being yourself in this case. Oh, if you are a 跟屁虫, it's such a waste and i pity you.

Now, what i wanna emphasize is, it is not possible to become the other twin of another person exactly.
Even a real twins will lead their life differently, no?

So, please, you get to make the choice.

YOU CAN CHOOSE & DECIDE YOUR LIFE COZ IT BELONGS TO YOU AND YOU ONLY!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!! >.<

Oh, what am i trying to say? i forgotten what i wanna points at.. haha..
maybe i just find it amusing that someone would actually ask another person his / her religion in their open conversation.. keke..
but i'm serious ya.. you get to make the choice on how you wanna your life to be..

erm.. this is suppose to be a rambling post remember? so expect random thoughts ya.. keke.. lol


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In a wink of eyes, we are already in March... The third month of the new year 2010...
How times fly ya... ^.^

It seems that we have just celebrated X'mas 2009, then the countdown to New year 2010, then CNY...
Everything just passes by in a flash...

Have you made your resolution for this new year?
If you have not, you still have time.
Please do so soon before the quarter of the year ends and do work towards it throughout the rest of the year.
Do it NOW!!! ^.^

Year 2010 is gonna be a GREAT one for everyone! Yeah!!! ^.^

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i have more topics to ramble on actually...

but but, i'm tired already and needs to sleep early tonight coz i've gonna wake up real early tomorrow...

meeting my "爱人" Juan for a walk at the reservoir tomorrow in the morning and i've really got to wake up this time...

2 weeks ago we've arranged to do what we are suppose to do tomorrow and can you imagine that i actually din't managed to wake up despite the 18 missed calls and couples of smses from Juan throughout the 30mins that she's trying to reach me? the bad me make her wake up early to gives me morning calls yet i just just... *kneels*

gosh, it's really serious and i've gonna kick this bad bad habit from now on...

but but, i can really sleep till like i'm really "dead" unconsciously... or is it because of the ring tone that i'm using? how ar...

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this So Love, 기다린 너란 girl True love,
다가와 넌 like this One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로
Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this So Love, 기다린 너란 girl True love,
다가와 넌 like this One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로

erm.. 爱人... Mianae yo... ^.^